Appreciate chances

I’m just feelin a bit low today. Perhaps it’s because my long off days ended today. (Duhh..) But I can’t stop thinkin there must be more then this and I can’t figure it out what it is.. hope that the moods are gettin better tomorrow. Weird eh..

Dear blokk,
Haha forget to mention ya that the misserable love relationship ended a month ago. Hahhh feels like tonnes of problems automatically dissappeared the day when he ends it. Surprising not an inch of sorrow I’ve felt until today. Only empty and FRESHH.Lot of things to be catch up after this. Want to do whatever that I want!! Although time is quite tight currently coz of work I’ll do y best to squeeze everything’s in. ^^

Hey blokk. -It’s been a long time I’m not visiting u. Not to say I dun have anything happened lately but it just I kinda lazy to blog it out. U need times to sort out things before it’s spill in words. Huhu

Blokk,

‘fail-niversary’ quoted from obefiend.

These two weeks I was very mad and my temper is out of control. How I hate all this. I think I know the causes of temperamental series lately. I think that is because my relationship.. I think I am just near to the limit and as far as I’m concern, I can’t go further from it anymore. So I decided to stay idle for awhile and by non-participating in my relationship for awhile. I scared to say that it is quite impossible for me to be in a patient state anymore. A year make me really really exausted and I feel wasted. happy ending by mika’s keep playing loudly in mind now.hmm..

Dear blokk,

I fell asleep during reading papers today, during my muet examination. I think muet is the final event before I enter working life after this.

Blokk, I feel lost lah and seemingly job hunting is a serious process that I hate to go through. Hope that there is a part of job process that excites me but in the end I feel rather hopeless and worn out. aaa wish I got a job soon so that it will boost my spirits whenever salary is in.

On the contrary, my relationship seems to work quite well past few weeks. I rather not to talk much it neither putting so much hope on it. Reason? hmm.. trauma lah what else. hee.

dear tumblrok,

is it okay if I change your name to something that is shorter? hehe

I got the idea after I woke up from bed just now, from now on, I’ll call u blok in my next scribbles eh. haha g’day!

Dear tumblrok

Okay I have done with my convocation on the 31’st of October 2009. The day were superb as my parents were really happy during the day. Maybe because I’m the first child.Ho ho~ Really happy as I gave flowers to closest friends that I able to reach.

huu  A lot of my friends were far away so I only able to pass up my wishes to them and may Allah S.W.T bless them.

Today tumblrok, I’ve been to UNISEL for a last time(at the moment) as the last thing to be done at there: returning the robe and get the scroll.

Haa not to forget before I return the robe tumblrok, me,meme,wani, ize went to the HALL and take pictures from there. We gave different kinds of pose and laughing like hell at there. Haha what a good ending to the countless moments I’ve gone through while I was the student of UNISEL.  That was an hour before I saw that what-a-sick-mind-u-has-aunty at the chancellery. I was very mad at first as she said something inappropriate while she and bestfriend eyeing on me. Aaaa nevermind lah shit do happen at times. Overall, I feel happy today. yey!

Done collecting my robe yesterday. Watched inglorious basterds after that at midvalley. The movie was gruesome yet superb!. Quickly close my eyes when the shooting scenes and opened it back few seconds after that. (At least I want to know what’s happen) Fleshes were floating in the sky and holes are everywhere in ‘hitler’s’ body. Ohh effin violent. Tomorrow’s rehearsal for my convocation day. Yey!

Happily humming graduation vitamin c’s all this week.

wee~